I can not remember the password of my hotmail (which I do not use for more than 10 years) I need to reactivate and check old mails

Basically, I want to have my old hotmail account back. I am using gmail for years and left my hotmail at one point. My problem is I am looking some technical documents from very early steps of my career. I plan to use in a case study. Hopefully I have a copy of some things in my email which I have been using actively at that period. I am looking for someone who is capable of finding the password (cracking my own account) for me to reaccess my old emails.