Lyrics sample:
People really believe in me,
but it's hard to see,
when I'm day dreaming,
and my past keeps haunting me.
I'm hardly a role model,
for how it oughta be.
I'm fucking awful,
creepin through life cautiously.
Too sensitive,
I feel myself softening.
I smoke weed, coughing
I can hardly breath.
No apologies,
No one has to pardon me.
I'm exhausted
from binging and partying.
I'm drinking coffee,
the opposite of calming me.
I'm calm like a bomb,
am I fucking offering,
a vivid picture of
of the shit going on in me?
I can feel it in my bones,
this lack of harmony.
Deep in my psyche,
affecting me conciously
Eating at my thoughts,
gnawing at me constantly.
It's alarming,
the rate my heart's hardening.
I'm fucking numb,
the black cloud's are darkening.